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Learnin' to Be

by Kathy Greenholdt

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1.
Run 02:28
LYRICS: Hard, fast ride. Blink of an eye. Run to the angels ’fore you die. Howlin’ wind bites at your skin, draws blood to show you you’re alive. Yeah, alive. Winter’s near. No time to fear darkness. They’re calling you, my dear. Do you hear? In your head, sickness and dread. Your heart can lead your soul instead, if you run. Yeah, run.
2.
Wade 02:18
LYRICS: Wade where the water flows to sea. Don’t hear their voices call to me. ’Cuz I’m floatin’ where I’m feelin’, and I’m learnin’ to be. Drift so the undertow pulls me in. Come up for air when I’m done breathin’. Yeah, there’s no fear when I’m out here, and my old tears dive in. There in the distance lies a shore. Treadin’ deep water, and I am more.
3.
Missing 04:44
LYRICS: Face turned down. Long hair hiding her smile from view. She’s gone missing from the world. She can’t listen and be heard, too. Mouths so wide, their lips chatter all day and night. She stopped waiting for her turn. She’s not missing every word. No. Hands held high, waving to her, but it’s goodbye. She’s gone missing from the world. She blows kisses, but they’re all for her.
4.
LYRICS: Out in the world, I walk around. But, I can only step through shadows in the crowd. So, now I close my door to you, and I will sit and face the window to the truth. Sun pour in. Shine on doubt. In these walls are the answers. I’m never coming out. Here on my own, I am among the loving quiet and the mystery of one, for I am all. And, all are we. That is why I’m never lonely, and I lock myself away where I can be. I am free. Sun pour in. Shine on doubt. In these walls are the answers. I’m never coming out. Sun pour in. Shine on doubt. In these walls are the answers. I’m never coming out. Oh, never.
5.
Rain 03:08
LYRICS: Rain falls lightly on your face, hiding every trace of tears. They laugh to make you cry. But, heavens part your clouds and sigh. You are like the only bloom in a dying garden. Raise your petals to the sun, for you are the blessed one. True, you never had a chance. But, now the circumstance reveals wind is howling through your soul and whistles a love song you know. Rain sparkles like your jewels set into the crowns of fools. Shine and glisten ’til they see. And, if they won’t, you must believe. Shine and glisten so they see. But, if they don’t, well, I believe.
6.
Roots 03:18
Song inspired by this haiku poem by Jenny Bienemann: We are here and gone a moment in time, fleeting and yet eternal LYRICS: Night is falling. Lilacs pierce the darkness with the scent of time. Shadows hide the wisdom of my garden ’til the moon shines. And soon my heart will go to sleep as life grows where the roots are deep. Morning welcomes all the green around me where I toiled before. In my stillness I can feel a flower kiss my face to mourn, for now my heart has gone to sleep. But, I am bigger than the weeds. And so I planted every seed, ’cuz life grows where the roots are deep. Life grows where the roots are deep. Yeah, life grows there.

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"Learnin' to Be" is Kathy Greenholdt's ninth studio release. The songs, written during pandemic years, reflect stillness, and Kathy's sense of hope and peace that came out of quiet contemplation.

Kathy worked with longtime producer Steve Dawson on this project's six tracks. Kathy's vocals and rhythm guitar parts are integrated into Steve's careful arrangements, which also feature his performances on acoustic and electric guitars, bass, drums, piano, and more.

SONG NOTES FROM KATHY:

"Run" considers that point in life where the years ahead of you are fewer than the ones behind. What will you do with the remaining time?

"Wade" was inspired by an experience in 2019, when I traveled to Greece and jumped off a sailboat into the sea. Swimming so far from the boat that I could no longer see it, I felt invigorated and free. Later, during the height of the pandemic, I searched for solitary freedom in a forest preserve near my home. There, I sat and wrote songs, including this one.

"Missing" is a song about solitude . . . but solitude can be a good thing, you know.

"Never Coming Out" was inspired by a backyard bubble tent, which became my personal sanctuary in the winter of 2020-21. While in the bubble, I read a book about Julian of Norwich, a 14th-Century mystic who survived two plagues, became a recluse, and wrote the first English-language book by a woman. The song was recorded in 2021, via remote technology, by Paul Coady and Steve Dawson.

"Rain" came to be after a brief rainfall. It was inspired by the life of Germaine Cousin, a 16th-Century French Catholic saint who endured and rose above incredibly cruel treatment by her family and others in her small town. I wrote this song while alone for a few days at a self-designed solo writing retreat at Patti Kamenjarin's "Cozy Cabin" in Carlisle, Indiana.

"Roots" is one of many songs I have written in my garden over the years. In this case, the date was May 29, 2020, and I was pondering the grief of friends whose family members had recently died, both from natural causes and the pandemic. I also considered the plants and flowers around me that, over time, had been transferred from the gardens of people I love(d). But, most of all, this song was inspired by a haiku poem written by Jenny Bienemann:

We are here and gone
a moment in time, fleeting
and yet eternal


Thank you for listening to these songs from recent personal journeys, which often involved moving in place.

Best wishes to you in your own journey,
Kathy

credits

released November 10, 2023

ALBUM CREDITS:

Songs by Kathy Greenholdt.
Produced & Arranged by Steve Dawson.

Recorded & Mixed by Steve Dawson, Kernel Sound Emporium.
Additional Recording on "Never Coming Out" by
Paul Coady, Loud Cottage.
Mastered by Carl Saff, Saff Mastering.

Kathy Greenholdt: vocals, acoustic rhythm guitar.
Steve Dawson: harmony vocals, acoustic & electric guitars, bass, drums, piano, mellotron, harmonium, bells.

The song "Roots" was inspired by a haiku poem by
Jenny Bienemann.

℗© 2023 Kathy Greenholdt/Bindweed Music (ASCAP)

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Chicago singer-songwriter Kathy Greenholdt wrangles with human desires, spiritual questions, and the natural world in brightly dark folk-rock. More music at: www.KathyGreenholdt.com

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